whats pain without love

Put this beast to floor

Knock knock hells knocking at my door, was standing at the edge of some steep cliff, Standing so still and stiff

Dressed also nice someone once told before you jump think twice

Another had said you know when you want to meet god you want to look nice

I was on the edge with just one step to take

She came up behind me suddenly I was wide-awake

She pulled me from the edge to the side

Held me close and tight told me everything is going to be all right

I made a promise to her as long as I live I will keep up the fight

After every fall I will get back up with fists clinched tight

She wakes the volcanoes across my land

Creating new surrounding smooth like soft sand

Funny thing is this girl is close to being eighteen

I’m so tall in height she feels so short

Yet in age it’s the other way around

My heart beats my heart pounds

How many shots how many rounds will take?

Every one is saying they are making a big mistake not much more will it take

This is a full blown out war

I’m picking myself off the floor once more

Smiling with pain and anger

As long as I’m with her let me put the pain behind me let it all blur

Let it all fade, nothing in this messed up world that I would trade

I was always at the edge till she came up behind me

In her arms is where I want to be

Sitting in my room barely any light,

Always quiet like a pharos tomb at night,

Any day I would stand and fight for you,

You love me well this means all one thing I love you to,

Every day I think of you no matter how bad things may seem to get,

I’m not leaving… that’s right I’m making a bet,

                 I’m sorry for all the wrong things I may have done...

It makes me smile to think you mother thinks of me as a son,

I cry as feel the burns that have been done,

Things I’ve said making me unravel, slowly coming undone…

To stand and fight is better done than said,

I’m still here I aint dead,

You sleep better in my arms, than in your own bed

I’m so very alive, I run farther than a mile,

I would do it just to see your beautiful smile,

Your mom doesn’t really cramp my style…

Like sitting in front of a judge prepared for trial,

My sentence, my hearing is set up to date,

Lets stop it right their leave it behind its never to late,

I’ve made my choice,

Always smiling to the sound of your beautiful voice,

I want to stay yours