connection between us two

Dread falls with a single echo of a teardrop

It repeats doesn’t stop hearing the pitter patter

Of every drop

She cries I cry never-ending cycle

Lost we both seem to feel

I fall in pain it’s sting you know already it’s real

Dark shadows fall upon your palace

I’m your knight in bright shining armor

Open your doors to me

Let me prove what it means to truly be

What you want to see is my reality

Pitter-patter of rain your tears drop

You look at me as if in pain

I will put my arms at your feet

No more lies no more deceit

I will do this laying my arms at you feet

As dark as the cold winter streets as it may be

you see all around me

the same patterns on your castles walls

You hear my heart

it’s every beat I’ve excepted my defeat

you won my heart in a fair battle

your heart beats the same as my own

every breath you take

every little sound puts me wide awake

look to the sky even when there is no stars to see

I ask myself what will I come out to be

The thought rattles my lungs my breath

I fear there will be death

I want you there to hold me tight at night

Calm me from a bad dream in the middle of the night

I can’t see my meaning of what to do in life if I’m without you

I love you

Dread falls with a single echo of a teardrop

It repeats doesn’t stop hearing the pitter patter

Of every drop

She cries I cry never-ending cycle

Lost we both seem to feel

I fall in pain it’s sting you know already it’s real

Every Heart Beat

How far will I get?

How long till the game is fully set?

How much do you want to bet?

I wouldn’t be here to day if it weren’t for that first day we met

How quickly do we soon forget?

How much trouble for cutting the net?

We run far and long,

Hearts racing singing along to this very love song,

Some guys rather sit back smoke a bong,

 Getting high or Over dose and say good-bye mom

I ain’t scared to try

I really don’t know the reason why

Our Hearts beat so fast we want this very energy to last

Forget the past,

Look to the future a head,

Forget all the wrong I’ve done,

Forget all the wrong I’ve said,

I’m still here never again will I disappear,

Off the grid I shall go not shed a single tear,

Where to go I don’t know

Stripped from head to toe

Time to change my style

5,4,3,2,1 go!!

Hey at least now you know how my mind works,

It’s style, it’s perks,

Where theirs blood the shark follows and lurks,

The Red, The White, The Blue

, Every night I can’t help but think of you,

I can’t walk away so stuck I am,

So trapped like water behind a beaver damn,

How happy I am I can’t explain,

My depressions leaving on the go away train

I would give you my coat out in the cold hard rain,

Forgetting all the past pain,

Letting myself heal,

Your heart was hard to steal,

But I now know how you feel,

In the fake and in the real,

How far will I get?

How long till the game is fully set?

How much do you want to bet?

I wouldn’t be here to day if it weren’t for that first day we met

How quickly do we soon forget?

How much trouble for cutting the net?

We run far and long,

Hearts racing singing along to this very love song

whats been done

You make me smile,

You make me laugh,

The day we started I stopped  a different path,

My anger, my wrath is hard to calculate,

Why I ask I can’t do the math or begin to accumulate...

By the time the clock runs out at the end of the game,

It’s already to late so let me be straight,

Fly I was never scared to try,

I looked to you I didn’t have to say good-bye,

Or even ask why I came back?

Dressed up like men in black moving faster

Than a car on the race track,

I’m back here to stay,

I will never go away,

Thoughts of you every night and day,

I wish I could stay and not go,

My depression level have dropped low,

My happiness skyrockets way up high,

There’s more to you than what meets the eye,

Every time I’m with you

I forget how much time I spend,

How much time has passed? I have no clue,

I look into your eyes,

I held you close and tight,

My last words to

“I love you good-night”

whats pain without love

Put this beast to floor

Knock knock hells knocking at my door, was standing at the edge of some steep cliff, Standing so still and stiff

Dressed also nice someone once told before you jump think twice

Another had said you know when you want to meet god you want to look nice

I was on the edge with just one step to take

She came up behind me suddenly I was wide-awake

She pulled me from the edge to the side

Held me close and tight told me everything is going to be all right

I made a promise to her as long as I live I will keep up the fight

After every fall I will get back up with fists clinched tight

She wakes the volcanoes across my land

Creating new surrounding smooth like soft sand

Funny thing is this girl is close to being eighteen

I’m so tall in height she feels so short

Yet in age it’s the other way around

My heart beats my heart pounds

How many shots how many rounds will take?

Every one is saying they are making a big mistake not much more will it take

This is a full blown out war

I’m picking myself off the floor once more

Smiling with pain and anger

As long as I’m with her let me put the pain behind me let it all blur

Let it all fade, nothing in this messed up world that I would trade

I was always at the edge till she came up behind me

In her arms is where I want to be

Sitting in my room barely any light,

Always quiet like a pharos tomb at night,

Any day I would stand and fight for you,

You love me well this means all one thing I love you to,

Every day I think of you no matter how bad things may seem to get,

I’m not leaving… that’s right I’m making a bet,

                 I’m sorry for all the wrong things I may have done...

It makes me smile to think you mother thinks of me as a son,

I cry as feel the burns that have been done,

Things I’ve said making me unravel, slowly coming undone…

To stand and fight is better done than said,

I’m still here I aint dead,

You sleep better in my arms, than in your own bed

I’m so very alive, I run farther than a mile,

I would do it just to see your beautiful smile,

Your mom doesn’t really cramp my style…

Like sitting in front of a judge prepared for trial,

My sentence, my hearing is set up to date,

Lets stop it right their leave it behind its never to late,

I’ve made my choice,

Always smiling to the sound of your beautiful voice,

I want to stay yours

stand your ground

I will fight till the day I die

I won’t die without giving all of it a try

I will not drop I will not fall

Will wake to the call

Bare arms to the max

Over the wrist covering all the ammo pack

You need me I will be there

I love you I do care

No matter time and place

You wake to me face to face

I will not run

I will not hide

I will stand by your side

I will fight till the day I Die

what it feels like to be loved

I used to be alone and forgotten,

Like fresh fruit turned rotten,

Always had those thoughts…

Those same thoughts from long ago,

To smoke or drink…

Later figured out I’m more screwed up than I can imagine,

You walked into my life,

You saw deep with in me,

I was a young wilting tree a piece of the old me,

I was scared and worried that you would hurt me at first,

I’m a three year old in a sixteen-year-old body at times…

If that makes any sense…

You read me like a book nothing inside was misunderstood,

I would stay if I truly could…

I used to sit in the shadows,

I never felt like going for a walk in Linkin Park,

I still cry myself to sleep at night,

It’s not because my parents fight,

My little sister would always ask, “if I’m okay?” or “if I’m all right?”

I would tell her “I’m okay”, “I'm alright”, while holding my big fluffy pillow close and tight. I would tell her “I’m okay.” and say “good night”. I would turn out the light and

Fall fast asleep without a single peep; the thoughts of you make me smile and cry in joy,  being with you I always feel so good spending time with you brings me back down to earth.

To finally find someone who can relate,

It might have been just my luck or some dumb fate might even been destinies roll,

It’s make me laugh because I don’t want to know I really don’t care, having her in my life is good enough for me.

Tell you once again
I will not collapse till I'm done here
I will take a shot or two
Unlike many of you who would fall to one
I shot a smoking gun I'm just getting started I'm having fun my ship of smoke just departed see ya later
Till the break of dawn your a pawn in my game all you can scream is my name in love in pain let it fall like president john f Kennedy I'm already set let me just say it's been fun

I'm so far away looking for live day in day out trying to find the one I can truely care about 
All this pain I think I need a drink I can't think straight I'm so pissed the world don't give a fuck I'm in a war zone I'm a sitting duck 
You the hunter I'm just a white tail buck waiting to get shot good thoughts the drinks have brought to the table with out these very drugs I take I'm to unstable take some wire with a long cable some where way up guess that's why they say its a good night to die look at all the stars out in the sky I'm not going to lie I do cry I do know why I've been beaten black a blue this is true I've been fuckin lied to more than you can even stand and chew people ask me what the hells wrong with you are you sick click click boom 
I'm already dead lucky you

Hearing the voices loud and clear. I just want to disappear and forget the wrong I've done here
It's been played replayed non stop no pause no speech no one is at the very top I feel alone in this fight its funny how people stay out of plain sight knowing already I will lose that fight I would burn easy during the fall from the flight I all knew from the start I thought it was just the light it was an explosion unlike dynamite
Hearing voices in my head
Hearing them loud and clear I just want to disappear and forget the wrong I've done here

My mind scatters,
My heart beats,
Looking at you thinking this is where two ends meet,
You cuddle in my arms
With your cute and cuddly charms,
So warm and gently as lay on me,
Something I love to see,
So happy and filled with joy,
The Pain numbs and blurs,
Sadness washes away ,
glad you are here hope you will stay,
I know your birthday it's in march not may, oh happy New Year's Day!!!
,You read me like a book, 
you opened me up ,
you took a look,
its hard to hide things from you...
I don't know why I really don't have to somethings telling I don't know not a clue , I know you must feel the same... isn't it true? I feel your heart beat against my own, 
when you lay your head upon my chest you soon realize you are not alone and you close your eyes to take a little rest,
it happens so fast...
faster than a blink of an eye, I'm not scared to try I kiss you but it hard to say good bye ,
Your hands in mine, 
Your back to my chest ,
You look to me your eyes do the rest,
I feel relaxed and calm, 
Feeling your hand in my palm,
It's feeling like nothing can go wrong,
With our hearts beating like a romantic love song, I know when I'm with you I know where I belong,
It's been so long I've never felt this way before, something I will someday plan explore... so warm ,soft and mostly sweet as can be
I will be there for you as you been there for me,
Fly like a bird but I'll sting like a bee,
I love you, you love me, there isn't a place I rather be,
My mind scatters,
My heart beats.

I just stood their watched you die 
I didn't mean to lie 
Didn't mean to make you cry
Didn't find out till you knew it was all but a fucking lie 
You old me good bye no kiss but blood tears fell to the floor 
I been their done that 
Where the fuck did I put the gun where is it at

 walked the sandy beaches of San Diego
I climbed Multnomah Falls of Portland
Some day you might understand my head
Some day follow the light not the dark underneath the bed 
One day I will make you mine 
One day we’ll both see our paths intertwine 
The hate from the past start to
 Drop down far below left behind 
 How far will we go I don’t know that’s for our hearts to decide as we follow all these feelings I never felt before
 You opened a door that I didn’t know I had 
It isn’t bad this is all good hold you closer if I truly could 
My heart pounding away in my chest making you happy doing my very best now here’s the true challenge as to the next date for a new true test don’t head east might as well head west 
Down south we might go 
Someday you will finally know
 How far we will ever go
Portland to San Diego where next? Paris? What about Mexico?
I will walk with you the rest of my way in the hope to make you mine one day hard as brick thick like clay
I will stay if you will not go
I hold you close when you need someone their
No matter what I’m staying right there with you
Within your heart I will be as well
Sense that first day I first fell
 You smiled at me you could really see 
You could tell
Something about me was the same 
We never walked the same path sense then
Wasn’t the same man I was back then 
You and me go together like sugar and ice tea
Deep down you see it hard explain
But you understand my past my pain
Love between us goes the speed of a bullet train
Rosa I Love you Forever & Always for the rest of my days. 

You make me smile every-time I’m around you

I feel sad when you are not here

I’m with you in your prayers

Shhhhh… baby I’m right here no more tears

No more nightmares

You smile and laugh deep inside you want cry

It always hard for us both to say

“Good-bye’’.

When I lay in your arms I feel calm and secure

I can tell your love is pure

When I hold you in my arms your heart beat

Races against my own

Calm and peaceful like the evening ocean beaches one day you will finally get your wish to come true

One day I won’t have to let go of you

I would let you lay your head on my chest

Using it as a pillow any day feels the best on your birthday it’s all about you

Your day have it in your way

You make me smile every-time I’m around you

I feel sad when you are not here

I’m with you in your prayers

Shhhhh baby I’m right here no more tears

No more nightmares

We

Verse One:
Weak and reckless
Say you love me every waking moment 
When we cuddle on the couch
Take me as I am - take my life into your own hands

Chorus:
We
Look into both our hearts – we will find 
our selves going to Multnomah falls

I would give it all - I would sacrifice 

Verse Two:
Her personality shines so bright
Oh yeah yeah
Every thing everything blows out of sight
At last it all I’ve ever wanted

A kiss before we say good night

Chorus:
We

Look into both our hearts - we will find 
going to Multnomah Falls somewhere beautiful and nice

I would give it all - I would sacrifice 

Verse Three:

Her personality shines so bright
Oh yeah yeah
Every thing everything blows out of sight
At last it all I’ve ever wanted

A kiss before we say good night

Chorus:

We

Look into both our hearts - we will find 
going to Multnomah Falls somewhere beautiful and nice

I would give it all - I would sacrifice