Friday, January 31, 2014

connection between us two

Dread falls with a single echo of a teardrop
It repeats doesn’t stop hearing the pitter patter
Of every drop
She cries I cry never-ending cycle
Lost we both seem to feel
I fall in pain it’s sting you know already it’s real
Dark shadows fall upon your palace
I’m your knight in bright shining armor
Open your doors to me
Let me prove what it means to truly be
What you want to see is my reality
Pitter-patter of rain your tears drop
You look at me as if in pain
I will put my arms at your feet
No more lies no more deceit
I will do this laying my arms at you feet
As dark as the cold winter streets as it may be
you see all around me
the same patterns on your castles walls
You hear my heart
it’s every beat I’ve excepted my defeat
you won my heart in a fair battle
your heart beats the same as my own
every breath you take
every little sound puts me wide awake
look to the sky even when there is no stars to see
I ask myself what will I come out to be
The thought rattles my lungs my breath
I fear there will be death
I want you there to hold me tight at night
Calm me from a bad dream in the middle of the night
I can’t see my meaning of what to do in life if I’m without you
I love you
Dread falls with a single echo of a teardrop
It repeats doesn’t stop hearing the pitter patter
Of every drop
She cries I cry never-ending cycle
Lost we both seem to feel

I fall in pain it’s sting you know already it’s real

Friday, January 24, 2014

Every Heart Beat

How far will I get?
How long till the game is fully set?
How much do you want to bet?
I wouldn’t be here to day if it weren’t for that first day we met
How quickly do we soon forget?
How much trouble for cutting the net?
We run far and long,
Hearts racing singing along to this very love song,
Some guys rather sit back smoke a bong,
 Getting high or Over dose and say good-bye mom
I ain’t scared to try
I really don’t know the reason why
Our Hearts beat so fast we want this very energy to last
Forget the past,
Look to the future a head,
Forget all the wrong I’ve done,
Forget all the wrong I’ve said,
I’m still here never again will I disappear,
Off the grid I shall go not shed a single tear,
Where to go I don’t know
Stripped from head to toe
Time to change my style
5,4,3,2,1 go!!
Hey at least now you know how my mind works,
It’s style, it’s perks,
Where theirs blood the shark follows and lurks,
The Red, The White, The Blue
, Every night I can’t help but think of you,
I can’t walk away so stuck I am,
So trapped like water behind a beaver damn,
How happy I am I can’t explain,
My depressions leaving on the go away train
I would give you my coat out in the cold hard rain,
Forgetting all the past pain,
Letting myself heal,
Your heart was hard to steal,
But I now know how you feel,
In the fake and in the real,
How far will I get?
How long till the game is fully set?
How much do you want to bet?
I wouldn’t be here to day if it weren’t for that first day we met
How quickly do we soon forget?
How much trouble for cutting the net?
We run far and long,
Hearts racing singing along to this very love song


Thursday, January 23, 2014

whats been done

You make me smile,
You make me laugh,
The day we started I stopped  a different path,
My anger, my wrath is hard to calculate,
Why I ask I can’t do the math or begin to accumulate...
By the time the clock runs out at the end of the game,
It’s already to late so let me be straight,
Fly I was never scared to try,
I looked to you I didn’t have to say good-bye,
Or even ask why I came back?
Dressed up like men in black moving faster
Than a car on the race track,
I’m back here to stay,
I will never go away,
Thoughts of you every night and day,
I wish I could stay and not go,
My depression level have dropped low,
My happiness skyrockets way up high,
There’s more to you than what meets the eye,
Every time I’m with you
I forget how much time I spend,
How much time has passed? I have no clue,
I look into your eyes,
I held you close and tight,
My last words to
“I love you good-night”



Tuesday, January 21, 2014

whats pain without love

Put this beast to floor
Knock knock hells knocking at my door, was standing at the edge of some steep cliff, Standing so still and stiff
Dressed also nice someone once told before you jump think twice
Another had said you know when you want to meet god you want to look nice
I was on the edge with just one step to take
She came up behind me suddenly I was wide-awake
She pulled me from the edge to the side
Held me close and tight told me everything is going to be all right
I made a promise to her as long as I live I will keep up the fight
After every fall I will get back up with fists clinched tight
She wakes the volcanoes across my land
Creating new surrounding smooth like soft sand
Funny thing is this girl is close to being eighteen
I’m so tall in height she feels so short
Yet in age it’s the other way around
My heart beats my heart pounds
How many shots how many rounds will take?
Every one is saying they are making a big mistake not much more will it take
This is a full blown out war
I’m picking myself off the floor once more
Smiling with pain and anger
As long as I’m with her let me put the pain behind me let it all blur
Let it all fade, nothing in this messed up world that I would trade
I was always at the edge till she came up behind me
In her arms is where I want to be
Sitting in my room barely any light,
Always quiet like a pharos tomb at night,
Any day I would stand and fight for you,
You love me well this means all one thing I love you to,
Every day I think of you no matter how bad things may seem to get,
I’m not leaving… that’s right I’m making a bet,
                 I’m sorry for all the wrong things I may have done...
It makes me smile to think you mother thinks of me as a son,
I cry as feel the burns that have been done,
Things I’ve said making me unravel, slowly coming undone…
To stand and fight is better done than said,
I’m still here I aint dead,
You sleep better in my arms, than in your own bed
I’m so very alive, I run farther than a mile,
I would do it just to see your beautiful smile,
Your mom doesn’t really cramp my style…
Like sitting in front of a judge prepared for trial,
My sentence, my hearing is set up to date,
Lets stop it right their leave it behind its never to late,
I’ve made my choice,
Always smiling to the sound of your beautiful voice,

I want to stay yours

Friday, January 17, 2014

stand your ground

I will fight till the day I die
I won’t die without giving all of it a try
I will not drop I will not fall
Will wake to the call
Bare arms to the max
Over the wrist covering all the ammo pack
You need me I will be there
I love you I do care
No matter time and place
You wake to me face to face
I will not run
I will not hide
I will stand by your side

I will fight till the day I Die

what it feels like to be loved

I used to be alone and forgotten,
Like fresh fruit turned rotten,
Always had those thoughts…
Those same thoughts from long ago,
To smoke or drink…
Later figured out I’m more screwed up than I can imagine,
You walked into my life,
You saw deep with in me,
I was a young wilting tree a piece of the old me,
I was scared and worried that you would hurt me at first,
I’m a three year old in a sixteen-year-old body at times…
If that makes any sense…
You read me like a book nothing inside was misunderstood,
I would stay if I truly could…
I used to sit in the shadows,
I never felt like going for a walk in Linkin Park,
I still cry myself to sleep at night,
It’s not because my parents fight,
My little sister would always ask, “if I’m okay?” or “if I’m all right?”
I would tell her “I’m okay”, “I'm alright”, while holding my big fluffy pillow close and tight. I would tell her “I’m okay.” and say “good night”. I would turn out the light and
Fall fast asleep without a single peep; the thoughts of you make me smile and cry in joy,  being with you I always feel so good spending time with you brings me back down to earth.
To finally find someone who can relate,
It might have been just my luck or some dumb fate might even been destinies roll,

It’s make me laugh because I don’t want to know I really don’t care, having her in my life is good enough for me.

Tuesday, January 14, 2014

Tell you once again
I will not collapse till I'm done here
I will take a shot or two
Unlike many of you who would fall to one
I shot a smoking gun I'm just getting started I'm having fun my ship of smoke just departed see ya later
Till the break of dawn your a pawn in my game all you can scream is my name in love in pain let it fall like president john f Kennedy I'm already set let me just say it's been fun